cassieann_69: (morning me)

Whats on Cassie's mind

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Created on 2017-05-21 10:14:34 (#3201318), last updated 2017-09-21 (1 day ago)

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Birthdate:Apr 30
Location:Missouri, United States of America
Journal start wt:120
HW=165 (due to medication)

Iam a stay at home mom of 3(although updating this 2 have grown and left the nest). I have been battling the monsters of anorexia & bulimia since I was 13. I have been hospitalized 20+ times to no avail. I have learned over time it is part of who Iam it lives inside of me. Sometimes it is the only thing in my crazy life that I can gain control over. And sometimes it feels like a security blanket. And sometimes I think its the Devil.A devil I cant live w/out.

I was a model in my mid to late 20's (mostly fetish attire, lingerie & sometimes swim suits).
I gave that up to save my marriage. I did manage to save my marriage for another 3 years. Divorced, and am now remarried to a wonderful man I met 15 years ago and we finally got married Christmas eve 2014.

Iam looking for other people who understand what Iam going thru, that may want or need to talk. I really have no friends to speak of, and even if I did they wouldn't understand. Thank you, and I hope to make a lot of new friends.
....I also like to post a PUBLIC "Quote of the day" and a "Love quote of the day" everyday...Please read!
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