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[cassieann_69]

Feeling like crap.
Have not eaten anything solid since Saturday.
I have had been drinking special K protein shakes (1-2 a day)and water.
And I am really starting to "feel" it.
I have no energy and I have a splitting headache.
Why does it have to be so hard to take care of myself sometimes?
I know what I'm doing is not good for me.
But that number goes down every morning and its feeding something inside of me.
But at the same time It's killing me.
I've really got to pull myself together.
I have to learn to feed off of FOOD and not a NUMBER.
Thanks for letting me vent.
Hope you all are doing well:)

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[lilly8.livejournal.com]

oh sweetie im so sad your having such a hard time :( do you see a doctor/therapist? Please try to eat something small, the longer you dont eat anything the harder it will be to eat, try some soup to start, then maybe some fruit or a cracker?

hugs x