Its always hard to look back on a time when we were smaller. It never brings any good thoughts to mind. I completely understand what you are going through as I myself last year at this time was like fifteen to twenty pounds lighter. But just think its only ten pounds which is a lot easier to get off than the thirty I need to. You still look great hon and I'm sure you will have no problem losing that ten pounds that could be water weight. Good luck and hugs to you