Tuesday we got iced in and I didn't go to work. Me and hub are doing fine, spirits are back up. He said last night "sure is different than last Tuesday..referring to the drama...and I replied "no, I'm still really pissed about some things but I choose not to bring it right now." and then at least he knew I wasn't crazy lol. I left my bottle of Adipex on the gun cabinet, he could have done whatever he wanted with them but he never touched them, nor did I (only 2) but Tuesday evening...I flushed them down the toilet...and it didn't even fase me. I have a touch of regret here and there but not really and I'm proud of that. I think I've been on uppers too long in my life...anyway, just wanted to update.
I'm happy to hear you and hubby are doing better. And glad you feel proud of yourself about the meds. I was supposed to see my therapist today but after I got stuck in the snow and pulled out / she got stuck in the snow and did not get pulled out. So my appointment got resceduled for the 18th. I REALLY REALLY need to talk to someone about feeling such a lack of control. The weight I am carrying now is all due to age/pre-menopause or something because I have not changed anything at all. And it's DRIVING ME INSANE!!! We have a gym here right down the street that is only $10 a month w/no contract and I think I'm gonna give it a try. R says I'm just wasting my money because I won't go. But I figure so I try it for 2 months and if I don't use it ...I've lost $20..right.(well $30/there is a $10 sign up fee also). Anyway just something I'm considering. Thanks for the update. Take care.
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cassieann_69) wrote2014-01-30 01:35 pm
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And glad you feel proud of yourself about the meds.
I was supposed to see my therapist today but after I got stuck in the snow and pulled out / she got stuck in the snow and did not get pulled out. So my appointment got resceduled for the 18th. I REALLY REALLY need to talk to someone about feeling such a lack of control. The weight I am carrying now is all due to age/pre-menopause or something because I have not changed anything at all. And it's DRIVING ME INSANE!!! We have a gym here right down the street that is only $10 a month w/no contract and I think I'm gonna give it a try. R says I'm just wasting my money because I won't go. But I figure so I try it for 2 months and if I don't use it ...I've lost $20..right.(well $30/there is a $10 sign up fee also). Anyway just something I'm considering. Thanks for the update. Take care.