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[cassieann_69]

I just looked up in archives what I weighed on this day last year.
And i was 10 fucking lbs lighter!
I am such a fat cow.
i don't know how this happened???
WTF is happening to me?
I should never have looked....right?

Comments

[lilly8.livejournal.com]

oh my sweet you are not a fat cow, your beautiful just with fluctuating weight like all of us. i know ten pounds sounds like such a lot, but its not even a dress size i dont think, and half of that could be water weight, hey it could all be regaining lost muscle if you have worked out which would make you smaller inch wise...but even if all that is not true, you are beautiful and not fat at all.

love and hugs x

[misspriss-dg.livejournal.com]

Thank you, I know I'm not "really a FAT COW" but that doesn't change the fact that I feel that way. I have gone up a size in jeans which is REALLY REALLY bothering me. I did not have to go shopping as I have different sizes in my closet and have been this size before. And strangely did not think I was fat at the time??? But you & I both know how this ED plays tricks on our minds. Thank you again for your kind and understanding words. You all make things so much easier to go thru.
((hugs back))