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Morning entry....
Oct. 19th, 2011 08:19 amGood morning all and happy humpday!
Not much to say this morning. But seems like I have a lot to do today.
Did just about almost nothing.
I left the house only once/ I love pumpkin pie and Sonic (which is right up the road)
has pumpkin pie shakes so I left to go get one.
Strangely it is all I ate yesterday yet still managed to gain a pound from yesterday.
I know, I know I should not be weighing every day but it is so hard to stop.
It has not be ruining my day even when the numbers are high, its like I know how
easily that it changes from day to day w/just water weight and all.
I guess if it got high enough it would bother me more.
So today I am going to go tan (just for some color) I tan in a high pressure bed that
blocks out the rays of the sun that can burn (don't know if that is uva or uvb?) and it
gives you a nice color in just one or two sessions and tans deeper so you only need
to go every other week or every week depending on the color you want to maintain.
Then I need to go to the lab and have the lab work done that I have been forgetting.
Then I am going to my mothers and making her get out of bed, take a shower and
take her to walmart. She has been so depressed lately she has not even been gettting
out of bed accept to eat. I really want to get her to go to my doctor. She has been
going to the same psych Dr for 3 years and she does not even know my mother
from Adam, if you know what I mean. It just doesn't seem like she has my mothers
best at heart. She is a doc at a facility where they also have inpatients so she is
constantly seeing new people daily and sees several just once or twice while inpatient.
So to her my mother becomes just another face. My mother has been on the same
medication for the duration of these 3 years and has not gotten any better. And the
Dr has made no changes? I dont understand.
Enough about that.
Then I am coming home to clean up the house and R is coming over this evening.
I cant wait, I miss him so much! He has been sending me the sweetest texts lately.
Well I'm off, Gracie is asking to go out.
Speaking of "out" it is 34 degree's here in KC this morning! Burrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
Winter will be here before you know it. Geoff and Alli need to get my old furniture
out of the garage soon so that I can fit my car in.
Speaking of my car...my new car I will post pic's soon, I am waiting for a sunny day
to take pic's.
You all have great days and I'll talk at you later.
XOXO
Cassieann
Not much to say this morning. But seems like I have a lot to do today.
Did just about almost nothing.
I left the house only once/ I love pumpkin pie and Sonic (which is right up the road)
has pumpkin pie shakes so I left to go get one.
Strangely it is all I ate yesterday yet still managed to gain a pound from yesterday.
I know, I know I should not be weighing every day but it is so hard to stop.
It has not be ruining my day even when the numbers are high, its like I know how
easily that it changes from day to day w/just water weight and all.
I guess if it got high enough it would bother me more.
So today I am going to go tan (just for some color) I tan in a high pressure bed that
blocks out the rays of the sun that can burn (don't know if that is uva or uvb?) and it
gives you a nice color in just one or two sessions and tans deeper so you only need
to go every other week or every week depending on the color you want to maintain.
Then I need to go to the lab and have the lab work done that I have been forgetting.
Then I am going to my mothers and making her get out of bed, take a shower and
take her to walmart. She has been so depressed lately she has not even been gettting
out of bed accept to eat. I really want to get her to go to my doctor. She has been
going to the same psych Dr for 3 years and she does not even know my mother
from Adam, if you know what I mean. It just doesn't seem like she has my mothers
best at heart. She is a doc at a facility where they also have inpatients so she is
constantly seeing new people daily and sees several just once or twice while inpatient.
So to her my mother becomes just another face. My mother has been on the same
medication for the duration of these 3 years and has not gotten any better. And the
Dr has made no changes? I dont understand.
Enough about that.
Then I am coming home to clean up the house and R is coming over this evening.
I cant wait, I miss him so much! He has been sending me the sweetest texts lately.
Well I'm off, Gracie is asking to go out.
Speaking of "out" it is 34 degree's here in KC this morning! Burrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
Winter will be here before you know it. Geoff and Alli need to get my old furniture
out of the garage soon so that I can fit my car in.
Speaking of my car...my new car I will post pic's soon, I am waiting for a sunny day
to take pic's.
You all have great days and I'll talk at you later.
XOXO
Cassieann
