Quotes for today...

* If perfect is what you're looking for
  then just stay the same.


* Revive the instinct:
  The experience of "BEING" once again.


* I'm choked in sea of lost routine,
  lost breaths.
  Reminding myself to count the secondst
  from insanity.


* The pain you're feeling can't compare
   to the joy that is coming.

Morning entry....

Good morning all, I am having a fairly good morning. I actually slept until 5:35!! But I got to bed late as R and I went out and I did not get home until after 11pm. So I got about 5 hours sleep which is not  bad at  all.
Like I said R and I went out last night. We went out with his lead guy (employee) and his wife. R bought him a new ladder and bunch of tools for xmas and he had me go buy gift cards to Kohls, Gormans & Bed bath and beyond for his wife. Between that and my own errands I was running all over town.
Dinner was ok, it was a buffet so I ate mostly salad. Then we sat and talked for a while and I went back to R's place where I met him before we went. It was all and all an okay night. Better than just sitting home.

Dane's holiday program is tonight at school. I know it sounds terrible but I HATE going to these things. My anxiety is off the charts when I am in moving crowds like that. Just people everywhere! I am basically talking about getting in and out of the whole deal. For the short time I am in there and sit down I'm pretty much okay. The things we do for our kids. (Just like I did for Blain and Alli.) Speaking of My Alli I have not seen her in days. Between work and her friends I just don't see much of her. And the same is true of Dane since he moved out and in with Stacey.
Which makes me appreciate the time I have with Dane even more.

Speaking of Dane he is just loving those water frogs I bought him! He named them "Rocky" and "Pebbles".
Because in their little aquarium is a big rock and the bottom is covered with pebbles. He is just crazy about them! And finally I have and edge to want to come and stay at mom's house.
I was helping him with his homework the other night and I have to say when it comes to whatever we were trying to do I am definately not smarter than a 5th grader. I could  come up with the answers to his math problems but I was not doing it 'the way' he is being taught to do it. Geoff say's it is the 'new math'. Well I  call it confusing. He sis not in special ed but has always lagged behind his grade level and had tutors.

Well not much more to say and was more rambling than anything else anyway.
Hope you all have good days:)
XOXO
Cassieann