Whats on Cassie's mind

I've been the same way. I log on everyday as I use this as my personal journal too. So I check and see whats going on too. I use my personal journal to log everything I eat and how many calories (I never used to do that.)But it seems I just keep getting more obsessed. But no worries I am not losing any more, I'm still holding at 110. I have not felt good lately and just thought I was in some kind of funk but it just got worse and them my lower ab started hurting (cramps I thought at first) but just didn't "feel right". So my doctor fit me in yesterday and I have a really bad bladder infection and I've been running a fever. Thus the blah funk feeling. All I have been wanting to do is lay down. Now I know why. Geoff has been out of town since 6/28/12 so I have have little man and he is so bored. It is way to hot (been in the 100's for over a week) to do anything outside and I don't have much money to take him to do much so we are both getting cabin fever. I think today we are going to swimming over in R's pool. It is always our "fall back" plan. Sorry for rambling...hope you get out of your "funk" soon:)