How can they be so happy?
Jan. 17th, 2013 08:47 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
cassieann_69You know what I don't understand / I am watching a music video that made me think about this AGAIN! And that is all these women out there who are bigger then me or even quite a bit bigger then me can laugh and be so happy and eat like there is no care in the world. And even dress and carry themselves with confidence. When I think I would want to shoot myself in the head if I were that size.
And the thing is some are not much bigger than "NORMAL". I don't even understand when I see someone my size who is just 'happy go lucky'. Their life obviously does not revolve around how much fat they saw on themselves that morning.
And sadly mine does. I don't wanna be like this (who would).
I so tired of "the way I look" being the "be all/ end all" of everything:(
Anybody else ever felt this way?
And the thing is some are not much bigger than "NORMAL". I don't even understand when I see someone my size who is just 'happy go lucky'. Their life obviously does not revolve around how much fat they saw on themselves that morning.
And sadly mine does. I don't wanna be like this (who would).
I so tired of "the way I look" being the "be all/ end all" of everything:(
Anybody else ever felt this way?
