Nothing's working....
Nov. 15th, 2012 09:54 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
cassieann_69I'm tired of feeling fat.
I'm tired of not feeling like myself.
And I'm afraid that this is now who I am.
And I'm tired of it being the "be all" / "end all" of the world.
But it is.
And I see no change in sight.
As if the ED is engraved into my soul
It is who I am / not a "disorder" I suffer from.
IT IS WHO I AM...
I'm tired of not feeling like myself.
And I'm afraid that this is now who I am.
And I'm tired of it being the "be all" / "end all" of the world.
But it is.
And I see no change in sight.
As if the ED is engraved into my soul
It is who I am / not a "disorder" I suffer from.
IT IS WHO I AM...
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Date: 2012-11-16 02:39 pm (UTC)I do understand your words! boy do i.
I think I've seen where you've mentioned some weight gain, what's your stats lately (if you don't mind). I haven't stepped on the scale in a few weeks bc I know what I'll see will spiral me into an anxiety frenzy. Are you still weighing once a week?
I got my Wii back out and having fun, even some sore muscles.