Nothing's working....

[cassieann_69]

I'm tired of feeling fat.
I'm tired of not feeling like myself.
And I'm afraid that this is now who I am.

And I'm tired of it being the "be all" / "end all" of the world.
But it is.
And I see no change in sight.
As if the ED is engraved into my soul
It is who I am / not a "disorder" I suffer from.
IT IS WHO I AM...

Comments

[blackswan1983.livejournal.com]

It doesn't have to be. What if you said NO and made a drastic life change? It is possible, you are capable, and you definitely deserve it. Nobody needs to "deserve" health, but if it were a requirement, you totally win times 7,000. Why not you? Why can't you be one of the ones that recovers? It will be scary as hell but you are way more than capable, you have the self awareness and the spirit that it takes.